i'm t.i.r.e.d

I’m tired of being misunderstood

nerves are shot

weak – like old wood.

I’m tired of being ill,

no energy, can’t think,

losing my skills.

I’m tired of so-called friends,

stabbing me in the back,

again and again.

I’m tired of trying to make things right,

i give up – I surrender,

no will to fight.

I’m tired of seeing others

raises frustratio

drives me insane.

I’m tired of not being able to cry

i’d melt away,

nothing left inside.

I’m tired because I can’t feel,

walking in a daze – numb

this can’t be real.

I’m tired of being “strong,”

i’m weak, i’m fragile,

its gone on way to long.

I don’t know what else to say,

i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,

i’m begging, i’m pleading,

please, take this feeling away.

Right now…

I’m just tired…

f.i.n.a.l.l.y

finally
hahahhahahahha..dapat jugak tengok citer nih..
dalam sejarah nih..3 ari berturut2 mai panggung semata2 nak tengok movie ni..
aku dah buang tabiat dah..haha
tak rugi langsung tengok cter nih..
best+puas hati+enjoy
unknown..

a.l.a.h.a.i

malang nasib betul la..haih

smlm repeat lagi nak pergi tengok citer merong mahawangsa..xder citer tuh unknown pon okgak..

hampeh..habuk p

on tarak..

wayang full lagi...malang betul la nasib aku..

xkan ari nih nk pegi tengok lagi..alahai..

kalau xder jugak..mau mengamok aku kat panggung..terus jadi gila..

pas2 dapat kot tiket kan..hahahha..idea gila apa ini..lalala

semalm the fighter jer yang ader..

so tanpa melengahkan masa aku terus beli citer tuh..

fulamakkkk..4 org ja yang teng

ok citer tuh..terbaekk ar..

s.a.d a.n.d h.a.p.p.y

happiness is something that was never immortal
grief is something that will always hurt
life is something that we can not expect
death is something that is very sure
if no joy there was also sadness
if there is life there is death

sadness, happiness, life, death ..
will always accompany the journey of our lives ..
it is called life ..

w.e.e.k.e.n.d

haha..ini la yang selalu aku tunggu sebenarnye..kekekkeke..
tapi weekend kali nih paling bad luck betul la..
parking penuh,coke tumpah atas seluar,fon abis batery,movie syok tiket abis..terbaekk arrr..
dah la semalam gila betul..sampai umah kul 4.30 a.m...perrrhhh.. sakan aku melepak..kalau mak aku tau..comform kena smashhh..hahahaha...
gila ar semalam..movie yang best semua penuh..
hampeh betul..last2 dapat tengok movie yang orang dah tak lalu nak tengok..
nak tak nak..tengok gak ar..tuh jer pilihan yang ada..
merong abis..unkonown abis..
ini jer yang tinggal..huhu

i.n.i a.d.a.l.a.h ________________??

ok..ari nih jadi gila sekejap..huhu
xtau menda sebenarnya nak tulis nih..haha
jiwa da ase tenang sikit..hati pon dah xgelisah..
dah boleh senyum sorang2..hehehe..
jangan dipanggil gila sudahlah..
ok..nak cter aper ea ari nih..ermmm..
jap thinking..ermmm..lalalalala
hahahhaha..xder citer la..
ini adalah_______??
sila isikan yea..;)

psssssst..aku bukan gila!aku hanya gembira..:3

e.n.t.a.h

kebelakangan ini..entahlah..perasaan bercampur..macam2 hal telah jadi..kadang2 aku jugak boleh hilang kawalan diri..maaf,aku manusia biasa..jangan harapkan kesempurnaan dari aku..
march,tiada apa yg istimewa pon...sama jugak dengan bulan2 sebelum nih..
hambar..hambar..dan hambar..

harap2 ader mood lagi untuk menulis..